the wind beneath my wings....

aka the slap up side the head....thank goodness I have her! she was there with the smack I needed late last night as I was about to do something crazy. I dunno if it is the detox I am going through or the whole organic chocolate bar I ate last night. (I know! how do detox and chocolate bar end up in the same sentence?) anywho after spending an hour on the telephone with her trying to justify what I was about to do she reminded me that "tis the season for GIVING" and I needed to stop and think about what I was asking. was it not enough that I got to see him in July? was it not enough that I have two band shirts? is it not enough that she has to listen to bon bon all day in the studio? are three pairs of binoculars not enough? and here I go again to yet another show tomorrow night. not to mention all the wonderful dreams I have been having about him. can I not just be thankful for ALL that? yes, yes, yes of course I can and I was being silly and not thinking and so I bowed my head in shame.....thanked her for listening and for setting me straight...told her I love her, cause boy do I and watched ONE more of his videos before I hit the pillow.